anthony-fox
16 Oct 14, 20:56 ICT
Well, sweetheart, we are looking for the same thing.
I am not sure how familiar you are with Alzheimer's disease- but that is what I dealt with for almost 4 years, before my wife died. It was very hard the last 3 tears of her life, when she did not know me, and would not let me near her, or touch her, She finally had to go to a nursing home, because she needed 24 hour nursing care.
While she was ill, I was always faithful, honey. There were many nights, when I was home alone, thinking of her, wishing I could be with her again - and be lovers again. But she was my only lover ever- so I just want you to know, babe, I never cheat, I am always faithful.
It is hard now, to go home at night, after work, to an empty house, to do my own cooking, to eat alone. Often, on a warm summer evening, we would go for a walk together, hand in hand, on the beach in my photo- watching the sunset. Sometimes we would sit on the beach, and cuddle under the full moon.
We used to travel- but that is not so much fun alone, so I have not travelled now for about 5 years- but I do want to enjoy travel again, with a companion to travel with me. I miss having someone to go for dinner and a movie with. I miss having someone to cuddle with in the evening watching TV- or snuggling by the fireplace on a cold winter evening. I miss having someone beside me in bed, holding each other close, chatting about our day - and yes, darling, I miss feeling soft warm breasts tight against my chest - and gently caressing breasts as we lie close together.
I hope I will hear from you, honey
I will be happy to know what you want in a relationship, what things will be important to you when we are together - and if there is anything you do want as part of a long term relationship.
Love
Tony