After you have read this you will be angry and of course BLAME ME - You will have completely forgotten or disregarded everything I have done to be caring and loving with you for the past 8 months.... That is .....................the problem...... Learn to treat others as you want to be treated Laddaporn.... I will always love you but I will not allow you nor another to treat me as you have......Especially this last month or so.... I promised you that I will no abandoned you ..........and I won't - I will be emotionally supportive.....that is more than I can say how you have treated me... Now, have your tantrum and blame Billy for everything.....The very person who loves you with all of his heart and has done absolutely every to be helping and loving.....Go ahead and blame him...................