Sawadee khap Mangpo,
Thank you for your letter.
I understand very well your questions.
Of course the day I told you that I met somebody made me sad too.
But life is like this and I am not somebody who plays games.
For me the most important is staying honest with all the people.
Especially with people with whom I have a good feeling.
And it was not a question that you are not good enough.
And it has nothing to do with your young son.
I felt always good with you and I still feel well with you.
But sometimes life prepare things we can not foresee.
The woman I met is also lovely than you. She is open, honest
and warm-hearted.
Don't be sad in any case, I am sure you will find a lovely man
for you and your son. Time will come and you will also find love.
I just hope we can stay friends.
It is also important to have good friends in our life.
We can tell them everything because we have confidence
and they are very helpful.
You don't need to change your kind of writing.
Say always what you think and how you feel.
It is lovely that you say that you still miss me.
Because we can also miss a good friend.
I really hope we are able to meet one day.
I would be very happy of course.
Now take care of you and your family.
I hope your mother is going to be fine quickly again.
All the best always for you.
There is still a place for you in my mind and heart
Thomas
P.S. I look forward to getting some new photos again from your rice fields
and of course from you if you want(smile)