Dear Oil,
I hope you will be able to understand everything I say. Maybe you have a Thai friend who speaks English that can help you.
First of all I really really like you and want to stay in close contact with you. I want nothing more than for us to be together, for me to to be able to hold you in my arms. To try and start a relationship with you. But, I won't be able to come back to Thailand until at least November and I don't think you want to come here to America. It will be a long time before we can see each other again. I like you so much that I tried to convince myself that we could make a long-distance relationship work. But, a long-distance relationship is already very difficult when you speak the same language. Since we don't speak the same language it is too difficult. I'm never sure if you understand me. And I'm never sure if I understand you. It makes it too difficult to clearly express ourselves to one another.
I'm also so busy now, that I don't have the time to chat everyday for a long time. This also makes a long-distance relationship too difficult. It would be much easier in person because we could just be with each other. I want us to stay good friends and for us to continue talking. Then, I hope that we will be able to be together in the not-too-distant future. I still hope that we can start a relationship with each other at a more opportune time. I'm trying to change my job situation so I can travel more, but that might take a while.
So for now I want us to be good friends. I want us to talk to each other every few days, to stay in contact. Then hopefully in a few months we will be in a position to start something more serious. I hope this makes sense to you. I miss you so much.
Love,
Gabriel