Hi I have a secret that I wanna shout it out. I've lost my dad when I was 13 he was everything to me. I was so sad when he's gone and since that day I don't know what to do to my life anymore until one day I knew a boy band named One Direction they've helped through the hardest time I love them so much but one day I knew that they will come to the country I live in it's broke my heart bc I can't go to meet them. When my dad died everything is died too I have no hope left I hate to be like this I'm so tired of being here I'm tired of being alive but without happiness I have internet friends they're always cheer me up I just want to thanks them but now I don't wamt to live anymore I'm so depress no one actually liked me like they kind of just put up with me I wasn't if anyone knew how I felt I now know that people do feel how I felt. I'm worthless useless I'm thankful fpr everyone who have helped me but now I'm done