Actually I wasn't ignoring you, I never hate you. I'm just scared that make the same problem I had faced before.
As you know I'm always traveling around a lot of countries and I have to, as it's my duty. Plus I cannot take anyone else with me. It means when I have a girlfriend or a wife, I have to leave them alone, in a loneliness.
Some years ago I had my ex-wife and she got upset a lot after a while because she always stayed alone. I could do nothing for that, then we finished the relationship.
Last time you've sent me an email which made me considered a lot, looked like you've got upset so much as same as my ex-wife. I thought I'd better not see you again and let you to look for a better man for you. Because I always leave you alone.
My sister, of course she knows about me, also says that I'd better live alone, as my life is too complicated to understand for normal people like you.
I still don't know what the better and the correct way is, but I really don't want to make you sad and lonely every time. I'm not sure when I can come back to see you again after going to Vietnam. I cannot prove when it will be.
So if you can find a good man, just take and stay with him for your life. No need to waste your time.
But if you cannot find anyone else until I come back, and you still want to be with me then, I'll stay with you.
Please understand, Nicha.