Mike would hide a lot of his true personality from the internet at times. Like he had his moments of being extremely cute, affectionate and kind, but equally moments of anger and selfishness. Some videos were shot when he was in a good mood, others not. But I do believe that despite Mike taking some drastic and somewhat cruel actions, there was at least some reason beneath it. My actions over the next few weeks on my channel will reflect the changes I need to make to myself to ensure this never happens again. Both of us need to change, and work on ourselves and we're supporting each other through that.