I think part of me It was the feeling that came along with it, and the crazy thing is, I don't ever know if I'm gonna feel that way again. But I don't know if I should. I knew this world moved too fast, and burned too bright but I just thought, how can the devil be pulling you towards someone who looks so much like an angel when he smiles at you? Maybe he knew that when he saw me. I guess I just lost my balance. I think that the worst part of it all wasn't losing him, it was losing me."