Since 1998 to 2008, I was struggling to stabilize my life from survival to living, the earning with purely related to hard work as well as learning how to live in a total strange environment and people ,on my strong ability to adjust and with self-agreement to keep improve myself within Indian habitats (environment), looking back then I found the first ten to twelve years without a study or faith on Buddhism … religious was my birth registration and of course I live in pure hard work … what I used to belief was … I were … so call … the only smartest intelligent girl to be in the continent ... who still survived after long long years!