My fear of spider is getting worse. Now I'm scared it will ruin my life and lose me my job. I'm 21 and work as a teacher in a school. I've never liked spidersbut I could cope with them until I saw a horrific film about killer spiders mutiplaying and destroying everthing in sigh. Now I can't control my fear. The other day I saw a huge spider at school and stared screaming. All the children started screaming and crying as well. My boss has been understanding until now, but after this told me that i can't carry on like this as I am scaring the children. I love my job, and I really don't want to leave.