Please read carefully dear - There are many questions I have of you . Many that you have failed to answer or simple will not answer....People in love would do anything to reassure their loved one - to be totally transparent and up front...You have not done this with me....Possibly part of it is due to the language barrier...Wrda has answered more questions for me than you have... I deserve to be treated with respect. I am virtually out of money and behind now on my property taxes, which will be 2300 dollars.... If our relationship is built on love this will not matter but if not, this well is dry and I have no more to give.... You said you bought airplane tickets. I wanted to put them on a credit card and also purchase insurance on them, in case you were unable to make a flight..... I spoke with the people through expedia about this ... It did not cost much more and would secure the money for the airplane tickets in case of an emergency...YOU said NO.....that is fine, so I suggest you write , call or whatever to the company you purchased the tickets from and file a medical emergency against them....Hopefully you can get most of your money back......Shame to lose over 2 thousand dollars.... I hope this will find you feeling stronger and healthier with each new day dear......