“I only began seeking help after starting a family,” Erifah said. “First I went to a Rukia [spiritual healing center], where a Muslim religious leader used to read out prayers. When I felt no improvement, I started going to another Rukia, where they gave me cassettes with verses of the Koran. Many years later, I went to a doctor, who told me to go to Grogol hospital [Jakarta’s main psychiatric hospital] but I thought, ‘That’s for crazy people!’ so I didn’t go.”