I will send it but it is the last time...I will let you know when...I mean everything I have said...you need to look inside and move on in positive direction with your life. You can stay at house and eat but you want money then get some work. gain some valuable experience in a real commercial kitchen and QUIT smoking! Hard work will make you feel good about yourself...even however humble it will be to start...you will gain advancement...after you show me something...show me you can do something for yourself then we will look into culinary programs