We should appreciate more and be grateful for what we have and what we are. I will take this lesson with me for the rest of my life.
I was 19 years old when I discovered I was pregnant. I was so scared to tell my parents, so I made my boyfriend, now husband deliver the news. They were a little upset in the beginning, but later they ended up accepting it and loving the idea of being grandparents. I was really happy, buying baby clothes, setting up the baby’s room, and etc.
Fortunately, my baby was born healthy, and that made my family and I very happy. The problem started a week after my daughter was born. I started getting depressed, hating life and hating myself. I didn’t want to hold my baby, or even breastfeed her. I was feeling down, thinking I couldn’t be a mother so young. I thought it was really hard. The baby crying all the time and having to wakeup on the middle of the night to breastfeed was terrible for me.