Edric, I would like to say thank you for your feeling with me. I want to keep this feeling for long ...long time. I cannot say what do I feel about you. sorry to say, I ever had full in love with someone but it is not success. Around 3-4 years ago that we were special friend, around 4 mths he never came to meet me and around 1 mth he did not contact to me. I try to contact him but the answer was he turn off mobile and he send message that he sorry for everything. Do you know what I feel? I feel sad until I have to see doctor, take medicine. My friends try to give me for morale until now. That why I try to close my heart from anyone.. I hurt and hurt...