Why do I cry a lot because of this. We never met, you hate me, why are you mean to me. I'm dying my heart went crazy, why do I care about you. Why do I have to love those who hate me, I'm very lonely, but today I did not talk to other men. Or my heart is dying. Because I still love you, but today I was destroying my dream. I want to have children. I tried to kill a migraine. My migraine pain less. I tried for my child. But the most important thing is the father of my child. I want to be you. But it's not possible yet. Why I can not stop. And I know there is no possible way. Today I know. Do you hate me so much as I love you more every day. How much you mean to me.I want to hate you.