darling i told you that i will not be writing all the time as usual due to the state of my health,is too bad for me to be writing all the time concerning these thing that just happened, please lets stop talking about it so that i can recover quick. each time i check my mail and see you talking the past incident,you dont no how i used to feel.please lets talk about something else that will bring me joy and happiness okay and when i recover from here,we will talk about that okay.