Hello :)
Okey here are my thoughts. I do love you no matter your age but it does change things you are really on a different point in your life than i am i live still at home and havent even started at university yet i want to finish my studies and than find a job i like in switzerland and start my career and get a finantial basis so i can aford having a family once with the age of 30/35 but you are allready at that point... but its not only that i can also see no longterm solution to keep up our relationship of course we can try to see us again for a few weeks and be happy but the rest of the time we wont be happy i have several friends who had a long distance relationship and they were not happy sometimes the felt lonly or sad and wanted their partner to be there but they couldnt this few weeks they saw each other was just not a solution forever and it is not a solution only if its for a short time but i can not see how we could go a step further because i dont want to move to thailand i like my country and im bound to it and you could not come to live in switzerland you would not be happy here its a terrible country for foreiners you would defenitly not like to live here but its a beautiful county to visit :)
So i sadly belive that our relationship has no futur of course we can delay it and try to see each other again as often as possible but at some point it would not work out anymore and we have to get over each other the circumstances are just not on our side :(
And i dont want you to wait for me and than miss the chance to meet someone with whom you can found a familiy and get old with beacause i cant give you than :(
And since i love you i want you to be happy and wish only the best for you but unfortunately thats not me. We have to let each other go we will be sad sure but at some point we will get over each other and you will found enother love that can give you what i cant. It would make me the happiest man if in 6 year i d see a picture of you smiling with your one family a baby in your arm and a lovley husband by your side to see you re happy would make me happy :)
I love you and i want to stay in contact with you and see how your doing :) but i want you to go on sadly just beause we love each other doesnt mean we can haoove each other
If you still wanted to visit me next year in switzerland you can do that if course id like to show you my country but i m not sure if that be for the best of us beacause than it would get even more painful to let go and it already is very painful but if you want to come you can.
I hope you got my point and how i feel. It is not easy for me to acept the reality but we have to i am still very glad we had this great time together i dont know if i will ever have a time this good and love a person like i loved you again but sadly its just a dreamworld we can not hold up forever