you wil find out when you come to Holland with me.for 3 month,s..but then you have go back Bangkok, also 3 month,s...I hope you can come back for always if you have you,r MVV, for a staddy life here with me...but you have to know what you left behind dear...then you are 46...but no Sabina comp. here honey...when we go married we do that for lifetime honey...I not will devorce again no more