I know it has been just a week and a half since I got back home to the States. I am adjusting to things & trying hard to settle in. I miss my husband. I miss my friends.
I spend most of the day applying for jobs.
I know that it takes time to find one, but that is something I do not have much of, due to some issues.
Feeling discouraged, lonely & down.
It is worse when it is implied (though accidental) you are not trying hard enough to find one.