He felt his release building with each , felt it crest before slamming into him, relentless in its force. He shoved deep inside, and Jiyong choked, shoved in so far he didn’t know how to pull out again, notched so tight he thought they might be connected for good, wasn’t displeased by the thought.
His arms shook as he tried to hold himself up, to keep from crushing Jiyong under him, but they soon gave out, causing him to collapse, but Jiyong welcomed that too, arms folding over his back to hold him close, hands running lovingly through his hair.
Seunghyun pulled his arms out from under Jiyong’s legs, but that was the only bit of untangling Jiyong would allow, arms still twined around him, cradling Seunghyun with his hips. Seunghyun let him have this, this closeness, because it was what he wanted, too.
Neither one of them spoke for a long time, as if words could only cheapen the moment. They stayed pressed together as their sweat cooled and dried, hands drifting over skin, a conversation of slow, intimate touches. Seunghyun was already composing lyrics in his mind.
When they finally did separate, it was with a slight hiss, muscles aching and protesting from use. Seunghyun rolled over to throw the in the trash, and rolled back to find Jiyong stretching his arms up above his head, back in a sinuous arch.
“I’m gonna be so sore,” he whined.
Seunghyun might’ve felt bad if not for the smug look on Jiyong’s face. “Does that mean I did it right?” he joked.
Jiyong rolled into him, smiling. “Yeah,” he said, “It was pretty good. For your first time.”
“First time?” Seunghyun repeated, miffed, but then he saw the teasing light in Jiyong’s eye, the impish gleam. He reached out and tickled his hip, muttering, “I’ll show you first time.”
Jiyong giggled, trying to squirm away. “Oppa!”
Seunghyun snorted. “What do you want now? Aren’t you ever happy?”
Jiyong smiled up at him, giggles trailing off into a contended sigh. “Yeah,” he said. “I’m happy.”
It went straight to his heart, Jiyong’s smile, the open honesty in his confession, more than Seunghyun had asked for but exactly what he wanted.
Seunghyun smiled back. “Me too.”