At last thanks giving has come again since my mother and father passed away. Finally our family has reunite again and our family was the last to arrive among all. We travelled to our home by the rented car. I can smell the turkey from the kitchen as soon as I opened the door. This house has too many memories. where it started to flow around when we sat around our old dining table after my brother's wife has called us for dinner. After we all have filled our stomach with dinner all of our children including my niece and nephew were enjoying their time except my son. He came to me and started to stare at me. The way he looked at me made me remind how I use to looked at my father. As I look at him I realize that it is the same look that I use to look at my father when he was with me. This made me miss him a lot. Then I walk out to the cemetery where my grandmother, grandfather and my father lay. This path is where we used to walk together as a family and I remember the feeling that when those adults kept the secret of growing to be an adult to me but now they are laying down right here. All my memories has flow through to my mind as I now realize that now i have grown up to be an adult now. they still seemed to keep some secret from me, one that I was not to know of yet, one that I am not ready yet to learn.