I split up with my ex a year ago.
Because she didnt have a proper contract at work she couldnt get her own place for many months.So we lived together at old address.
Separated,each had different room.
But it wasnt good it was really bad.
Untill last summer we were living on same address.
I had enough and paid her new place for many months in advance.Without a contract she couldnt do it.
So I spent many thousands of pounds and she slowly gives me little back every months.
I spent really a lot so I took this extra job.She will give me money back but very slowly.She is Brians mom so Its difficult situation if you understand.
She pays for nursery each day,so I take him often when Im off so she doesnt pay that much(and pay me more).
From next week I have full two days of on my own without Brian.We made a plan for two months now so I will have much more time.
I just wanted to explain why is everything so hard now.But it will get better very very soon.Im trying to make everyone happy but its not possible.Sometimes i wish day has 25hours so I have more time for things that matter:(
I hope its a little clearer for you now I never wanted you to be sad or lonely because Im so busy these days....
Martin:)