Dear Puie
I fall asleep. I'm so sorry. No, my dear love Puie, you never do wrong. You make me to a man. I feel I'm a real man, after you help me. You can be so proud.
I do not masturbate the second time. I pray. God forgive me THIS time, but not next. But I still love you so very much. I can not turn off my feelings. But after God talk to me yesterday, I feel I was free. But after masturbation, all my feelings for you come back. I feel I love you more than ever. But I will not ask you to send naughty photos. I will be a good boy.
Dear Puie, please don't tell dad that I love you so much. Don't tell dad that I NEED you.
I think, maybe so wrong, but I think that dad maybe die. Then God want you and me to be together? You see, dad's stomach hurt so much sometimes. Dad tell that he miss you so much. Dad say also that his life is in God's hands and that he's not afraid to die. Dad have such strong faith. And yesterday God told me that you and dad belong to each other. Do God mean in heaven? I think so much just now.
Please write back to me dear Puie. Good night my dear love.
Warm regards,