She then took the matter to court, attempting to have her baby placed with a different family[18] and only consented to releasing the baby to Paul and Clara after they promised that he would attend college.[3] When Jobs was in high school, Clara admitted to his then-girlfriend, 17-year-old Chrisann Brennan, that she "was too frightened to love [Steve] for the first six months of his life ... I was scared they were going to take him away from me. Even after we won the case, Steve was so difficult a child that by the time he was two I felt we had made a mistake. I wanted to return him."[18] When Chrisann shared this comment with Jobs, he stated that he was aware of it[18] and would later say that he was deeply loved and indulged by Paul and Clara.[19] Many years later, Jobs's wife Laurene also noted that "he felt he had been really blessed by having the two of them as parents."[19] Jobs would become upset when Paul and Clara were referred to as "adoptive parents" as they "were my parents 1,000%."[3] With regard to his biological parents, Jobs referred to them as "my sperm and egg bank. That's not harsh, it's just the way it was, a sperm bank thing, nothing more."[3] Jandali has also stated that "I really am not his dad. Mr. and Mrs. Jobs are, as they raised him. And I don't want to take their place."[17]