I love you. I'm not afraid to say that. Take it as you want. But... I know the chances of us ever meeting is small. I'm just super grateful to know you. I care for you. It's a good thing we don't live close in a way. I would fall in love and it would be permanent. Life is too short so I had to see these things. I'm sorry if that makes you uncomfortable and you don't have to respond to that. And you probably already know. But you're so mysterious and cryptic sometimes. You're afraid of me in a way. I understand.