I'm sorry you worried about me, If you have problem too. I thinking about you ask me, what I have plans? Now I want tell you, If I stay here I can take care myself my son and my family I can go work and design my life, what I want. Before, I think you have plans for me when I'm stay with you but you ask me. I can't answer because in sweden I don't know and don't have everything, have only you if I can't trusting you about take care me, I'm choose stay my house good more for me and you too. I just want you take care when I don't have work, not forever. And I tell you before, you can remember? I don't like to say "you can give me money" but I must ask you every month, I no happy