You are not alone anymore ...we are together.but you have to make very big efforts to change your mind... your behaviour...your look....because only some details....but you hate efforts....you hate sport....you only love tv ....phone... bus.. car.. like most of the thai....but what are you doing of your own mind and body....it doesn't exist ....your body doen t belong to you....?? And your mind belongs to you or somebody else... you don't want to go forward to exist in your life ....you want only to wait the people do and decide for you...??