WOW - I just looked at all your pictures. Your face radiates. Your eyes sparkle & your smile is real & infective. I smiled immediately. How do we erase fear? Laughter, Love, a partner holding our hand, a path we are following we know will take us to where we want to be. In all my years online I have had lots of "pen pals". Many young girls. Never would I believe I would get instantly excited just thinking about dancing an 18 year old sweetie on the other side of the earth.