I'm feeling bored in my life. I'm so tired. Most thing that makes me bored and tired is studying. I sometimes don't understand the lesson and can't catch what teachers teach. The other thing is being a trainee student of faculty. I have to wake up too early and then water the vegetable in the garden. I always sleep late, but I have to wake up too early. Sometimes, there were a few people go there and the pond is so far I'm so tired. I have to walk to there for many times in a day. I can't stop my mind to think that, where are my friends? Why don't they help me? If I don't do it, will someone do it? That is why I don't understand the lesson because I lose my power from water the vegetable, then I always fell asleep when I'm in class. I'm homesick. I miss my parents. I want them to cheer me up. I never give up. My parents take me here for studying. They are more tried so I must keep fighting. They are waiting for congratulations with me. I will always keep fighting for my great future.