You'll never make a fool of yourself infront of me..... I'm me, lol..... I make a fool of myself just to put a smile on people's faces.... In the end we only have the smiles and happy moments to reflect upon. I deal with death too regularly..... (I'm smashed as a newt, lol)..... But yeah unfortunately I'm use to people dying on me. But if you can keep a smile on someone's face in their last few months alive, it is pretty rewarding... In one way at least....Lol, I'm too drunk, I'll chat to you tomorrow or something... You really are beautiful though