Please, I know you want to prove yourself. I know life in Chiang Mai is hard. But if you need help, if you need to recover from all this sickness, please ask me for help. I am your boyfriend. The money that I will give you is so small to me, but means so much to you because it will let you take care of yourself. Please do not move back to Phrae. It will break my heart. Instead, let me help you make life comfortable. Let down the walls around your heart and let me in. Let me love you.
I hope this letter has helped to explain a few things. Take my hand, trust Jesus, trust me, and let’s walk into the future together.