Dear Phon
As we are very fond of each other, I better try and explain about Jean. Jean to me is a good friend.. I have known her for several years, we have been away to other countries in those years.
I do not lover her and never have. Jean loves me and would like to marry me . I have told her no, several times. We do not live together. We have are own homes. I have never lived with any women.
Yes me and Jean go on holiday together and we do sleep together on holiday. But I do not love like I do you.
Jean is a friend only, but I do not want to hurt her. I have told her I have feelings for you and I think I am in love with you. I hope I have explained to you about Jean. If you would like to ask me about her I will tell you.
Love Michael