Alf still sleep. We gave him some pills to relax and to sleep so good. I will only tell you that Alf really need you.I am sure Alf will feel so ashamed and feel he is unworthy your love.I do know much about you. But I know that Alf are very very proud of you. Everyone in our church have seen beautiful pictures of you.Alf is not like other men. He is an outstanding and so very warm and kind man.God bless you dear Puie.Warm and kind regards from our church.