Actually I don't like to compare myself with another people of what I've been doing (such as about learning English language) because I don't want to feel down when I see another people who know much better English language than me. But sometimes in our life we can't deny it. Such as today there's a couple of France who came to my hometown for see Elephant Festival but they wants to go back Luangprabang tomorrow by ToukTouk so, they asked me by English language about the location. Where is the new market? We want to get a TukTouk for go back to Luangprabang ttomorrow. I was telling and explaining to them where the new market is and about they can't go to there by ToukTouk because it's too far but they have to go by bus only so, they's continue to asking me about how to get to the bus station? Can they book the tickets now for arrangements? And yes I was explaining to them again but didn't as good because I'm still poor in English so, I asked my cousin (he's a English teacher who're teaching at high school) to talking to them. He was explaining and even telling them about the program of Elephant Festival so, finally they'd decided to stay here until the day after tomorrow that I can't explain to them anymore.
What's happening today really make me feel bad. I was asking myself I was learning English for my whole life (my mother asked me learning English since I was a little girl until I finished to study in college and I've been learning by myself till now) but why I'm still poor in English like this? I'm really feel giving up now. I don't want to feel like this anymore but sometime I really can't handle it.