Hi, my Joong. Don't worry yourself, don't worry, dear. If you are well and love me very, very, very much, then all is well. I tell to you truthfully, all you need to do is to allow your goodness to guide you, and then to guide me with your deepest love. I've never had yet a nighttime dream of us together, to my dismay; however, I've all my life dreamed of a woman who is you.
My love, I told you really why I missed our loved Skype together, and this was the truth. You read my letter? Then after I woke late I was in the fastest rush. I remember too sometimes you were so rushed to only write a few words in your morning, and same for me, but I wrote a long love & passion letter earlier in the morning which had little or no power to make you happy today. What I mean is, look at the positive, my love, not the negative. I'm not working hard too hard now, but when it's morning time, still I need to try to be on time or close, and you too always, and I understand.
Oh, dear, I know this seems strange, but all I can do is honestly tell you that I did send one more email from my break time in my morning three hour class, but I saw now that it never went to you, and I don't even have a record of it, and it's not in my drafts, so I don't know, I'm sorry. I felt good that you saw that e-mail, but you never did. I sent at about your time of 1am, and I'm sorry it was not waiting for you at night and morning.
I can see why you feel upset. It would be very inconsiderate and unloving not to do! I'm so sorry. Of course I would talk to you no matter what, I would send an e-mail of love letter. Maybe because the two boys were talking to me while I was writing and sending to you, maybe my mistake by their friendly distraction, but I don't think so, gosh. The next time I WILL CALL even if I worry to wake you. I was just hoping you slept soon after the time.
I am so sorry and now today you have terrible hard day. I wish I was there to help you. I love you very much. Do you hear me, my love? I love you very much. I love only you. I miss you. I wish you could see me how much I need you. I wish you were a secret angel fly here and see me and see my sincere and love. I love you. We are hand in hand, heart to heart, soul of souls. I love you...