I am good.
Anyway we won with almost no damage on our side.
I should be happy about it.
So to say that I don't have to think about it is fine.
I'm fine.
I did it for the first time; surprisingly it may not have been that big of a deal.
This is how it is living in this world.
It isn't necessary to forever be bound by the ethics of my previous life or to the rules I'd established in my youth.
There is a time for the spear and a time to hold back.
I should no longer hesitate if I need to kill a person.
I am in control.