I haven't changed but I'm just myself as I used to be sorry to spoil you when you were with me before. Thank for caring and taking care all the time but I can't response your request too. Even I have no one to take care of me. It's my fault that I broke my mum's command to talk to you even she prohibited cuz my ill. Hope you to find someone who's better than me. Don't think you won't cuz u used to say but you finally found me :) be nice to that person andtake care well and don't loose him/her.