I think you misunderstand many things , I had to see Karen today despite you not liking this, I told you I was moving with my parents this week, I have my dog that I needed to give to her , I know I mentioned this to you, if I had a choice I would have never seen her because I know it bothers you but I told you this that she would take care of my dog and you understood. I didn't say good morning because we never speak on Sundays, I just get ready to go to church and be busy all day moving my things from my house so I can have a new life with you in Thailand. I was quiet because I have been busy....I lost my phone in one of the boxes and it took me a long time to find it within the boxes because I had it on vibrate , now I've missed you all day because I've been thinking of you all day as I packed my stuff , I've been scared about moving so I focused in thinking about you. I am at home with no furniture and no bed...sleeping in the floor because I am moving away for us. Maybe it is you who should think harder and see what I am doing and what I must be thinking and feeling. You can not understand my situation when everyone is telling me not to go ....but you give me strenght . My mind has many thoughts . You think it's not fair for you....hmmmm this is interesting you think that . I will leave you alone and make you think about this instead.