I hope you don’t mind what I’m saying but you must change sometings in your life for you and at the end for us . try my way take tomorrow one piece of paper write down with a pencil where you know know then were you want to be then where you want to be. Please try that way tomorrow after breakfast and after you eat and drink tea and open the window and listen to the bird I send. It’s simple but it works. Another thing I want that you do it. All you want to be and it’s really sometime too much. You are such a great person that’s true. I’m serious on what I say I said.