family no fun huh then I'm lucky I have no family so I come to Thailand and live on the beach alone in Phuket or I go to another beach to live alone and I don't have to worry about family cuz I'm lonely God does not watch over me as I pray and cry when I get my knees to God please give me somebody to love and God does not give me anybody to love so where is my god :( crying :( crying :(