But I'M Scared To Make Myself Vulnerable... So I had a thing going with this guy in England for a couple months and last month things just got bad and he's no longer in my life....I opened up to him a lot and really put myself out there, he'll he's the reason I was finally able to accept the fact I'm
Gay... I feel broken and sad quite often and am really scared of getting hurt again...
Well a couple if weeks ago this guy messaged me on Skout and we've been talking everyday (between Skype and Kik) and he's a lot closer to me than England is... But I really don't want to get my hopes up again.... This guy is sweet, cute, and a softee with the drive up kick my *** into shape. When I talk to him I'm quite happy. He says I'm cute and sexy and calls me baby and that he doesn't want to hurt me and will never leave me like England did....
I just.... I want someone in my life that I can love and trust and hold close to me really bad... And I am really hoping he's being as genuine as he comes off... Idk why I'm
Posting this really, I guess I just needed to kinda post my concerns....
I like him, or at least the guy he's representing himself to be...I just really hope I don't get hurt this time around