This night I could not sleep as you were present in my memory, cause it was so strong impression that I had the distinct feeling that I had to stretch my hand to feel you close. My love, you can never imagine how strongly I love you. God I love you, my beloved! I would put myself at your feet and spend my time to admire you, to serve you, to love you, to be only your and you have that in front of my eyes, only touch you, not live through you I love you my love. forgive me