I did not understand well if your father is alive or dead. However, you are a good person and if God has given you the strength to do all the things you've told me you have to be thankful to Him, and only look forward. You must not say that you're unlucky! You have a beautiful family and very united. A beautiful and talented sister to school and she'll be grateful for all my life for this. All this means that you have been put to the test, you're first experience with responsibilities very large. Your test is passed! Now God has rewarded us letting us meet. Do not you think this? I do it because a few months ago I pray to God to change my life and to meet a nice girl and like a miracle I meet you you're my princess. Yes you read that right! Princess! I'll treat you like a princess. Perhaps all this has helped me also my father from heaven, he sees that I suffer in this life. He said before he died that he had spoken with the Madonna (the mother of Christ), and maybe he has asked for a pardon (miracle) to the Lord for me.