To be totally honest with you... You saved my life... Before I met you I was in a major depression ... And especially after everything that happened when I was Texas ... It all just messed me up and I slipped into a depression... Like to the point I wanted my life to end... I didn't care whether I died... In fact I wanted that... Whenever I drove I was always speeding or racing ... I love speeding and racing and that was the only thing that made me feel alive...