Every day I try to creat my life. Someday it will be better than this.
Although not much, but it is developed.
Do not worry, I'll make miracles happen every day of it.
Every day (when my son fall asleep) I try to practice the language. By forcing my self wake up in the middle of the night, to listening to music, news, reply email, even it's too late, but I tried.
(but some day, my mind wake up, but my body is very tired, I can't get up to do it) (=.=' )