So sad but I believe one day maybe

So sad but I believe one day maybe you can meet him
But I can't meet grandparents again
Because They are dead and whatever I do but its can't see them again and i missing them so much in everyday
Before They are dead
Sometime I made them to sad but when they are dead I feeling to say forgive me please but they are don't say with me
Then I think I'm bad I made lover sad they are love me so much now I want to hug , kiss and take care them
But I can't