At the beginning, maybe you know it yet, I told you once wrote that I have waited too long. But for me it is that I want to get to know the other person wants to go to bed with this person is not right the first time. For a serious long term relationship to me is that important. And then when relationship broke up, I have not started the same the next. And as you have written to me, I looked up to now no relationship. Also thought, I'm feeling good alone. But as I have already written to you, as a couple, it is better. That's my story. I hope it does not scare you.