He says and shuts the door, Red falls down, speechless, to his knees. He reaches out for Blue but the door is shut, it's like there is big heavy chains locking the door between them.
This is bad, flat out awful. Without Blue in the apartment it's just so silent. Red feels-...he feels...Red puts his hand on his chest. Empty, he feels empty. Emptiness, his whole body, like an empty nutshell.
Hours pass without end, he finally glances at the klock on the wall. It's 8pm, he was on the flor for more than 5 hours. He stands up, takes a beer from the fridge, takes a chair and puts it in fron tof Blue's window wich he tried to jump from. Sits down on the chair, sips on the beer and thinks, he knows what he must do.