First I'm very happy you asking this kind of serious question. I copy and paste just now your question (If I love who I love really wants to love to for a long time)
Because i met many girl i did not felt their want to found love for a along time.because i was serious when in love with someone.
I understand what our most difficult part,its communications lets think other good way,maybe we can training our english but sometimes maybe some of us tiring ,will easy to getting no patience but i still wish to try because i feel we have many same hobby.